I’m still really sad.
I literally feel so fucking fat. But i know, I am average/healthy.
How does someone simply let themselves open up? how does someone just decide to give all of themselves to another person. 9 times out of 10 that person is going to take your heart and your soul and stomp on it.. blend it up, and scatter the tiny pieces.
Curled up, I’m missing
Familiarity in the sting
I let myself sink in
Gasping for words or air, similarities
Reach up, grasp my hair-tugging
I tear myself in two
Seeping out, I’m coastin
Never wanted to feel the pain something so real
This is my ultimate escape
Where, unfortunately, I am trapt perfectly behind theses walls
A prisoner of my own mind
I wish I was perfect even though people say no one is.I just wan’t to be the One exception to that rule.
There is nothing more irritating than knowing that every drunken unwanted sexual experience could have easily been avoided if men were held accountable for their sexuality.. So much hate.
I just.. I just don’t trust you. And I have no reason to not trust you.. But I guess it’s just if your best friend is that way.. It would be dumb of me to assume you are any different. You are indeed best friends for a reason.. And I guess that is the sad thing, I’m used to ending up with the one who is apparently not a cheater, but in the end turns out to be just as bad.. Why do I even go out with people?
Sometimes, it really is just the chase. Trying to get someone to like you. creeping into their heart and making them fall. But this is different.